Whoa!

I have to sell my books back but then I'm pretty much done. I am thrilled but also in this state of uncomfortable panic. I hate change. I am good at life right now-- it's working for me. What if this next step goes horribly wrong?

Moving is scary. Big-kid jobs are scary. What could possibly go wrong, you ask? OH! So many things...

For example: What if I don't make enough money, then I have to borrow from a scary loan shark and end up mixed up with the mob? Then I'd have to go in to witness protection. I bet they'd shut down my blog down so I couldn't accidentally give away details of my new identity and location. Then you'd all be sad right... all two of you who read this :)

Seriously, I think I'm just a little overwhelmed is all. This whole week was just a blur of insanity and now that the smoke is clearing I can really see that my life is about to change. Even though I'm only moving an hour down the road, its a new job, new community and my mom is that much farther away :( I hate that she's 10 minutes away as it is!

I love my family more than anything. My extended family is far away and I don't get to see them nearly enough. I hate that. Life is short and I want to spend as much time near my parents as possible. If I start a family, I want grandma and grandpa to be close by! That's just how I roll. I guess that isn't cool and independent but it's me.

But who knows what the future holds. I could be heading toward something totally unexpected. Hopefully a really well-paying job
:)
The face of a happy, soon-to-be graduate...



YAY FOR BEING DONE!