Wasted Time

I spent the majority of my day dwelling on something stupid.

I won't go into major detail but I started a new job and today a manager verbally bitch slapped me up and down the block. This resulted in me crying and feeling worthless.

I was also very confused because the verbal "slappage" came virtually out of nowhere, and over issues I had no control over.

It's just hard to be told "you are the worst employee I've ever dealt with" and "you may really want to consider finding other work" and not take it personally.

Especially when my post-college dream job turned me down and already smooshed my confidence.

I'm just a greenhorn college grad trying to make it, damn it!

Well thankfully an old friend saved me. She had previous relations with this manager and informed me via facebook (the beloved facebook) that this manager was a super psycho that pulls this crap on everyone.

Why didn't I think of that? I KNOW I'm a good person, a hard-worker, easy to work with and dependable. Why did I let someone with a superiority complex bring my down?

Man-- I hate bullies! <:(

Power to the people! I will not be made to feel worthless.

Song for the mood: Ludacris-- "GET BACK"

Why you all in my ear?!
Talking a whole bunch of shit
That I ain't trying to hear!
Get back, You don't know me like that!