Spiraling downward at rapid speeds...bad blog poetry

Bad day.

Big mess. Friend's wedding-- turns out to be same day of family trip.
Shit.
No matter what people angry. All my fault.
Should have asked for dates earlier.
Feel so annoyed and helpless.
Why is everyone so far away?

I'm one of those cars you see in the commericals.
In the factory going full speed into a big concrete wall
It hits-- POW--
the safety dummies wrench around violently but are fine
Only I'm not the dummy
I'm the car smashed to bits.

Big pile of useless crap. Can't be fixed.

So scandalous.
Spilling the soul in a blog.
It's like "accidentally" leaving your diary out
All can see.
The random anonymous posters who hate my liberal pro-choice bias,
and the friends
Wonder if they'll think I'm nuts?
random. Pointless.

Alone. Listening to Kelly Clarkson. "Because of You" - I've claimed it
My song.
It understands me

Wallowing in facts I cannot change.
Hating empty people and their un-attempts to change.

WAKE UP
GO TO BED


Start over tomorrow